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blank space nothings

I cannot see where it is you hide But I feel that you may be close The space between us now is greater than it ever has been Like the home stretch marathon Distance and time and space are only relevant to what isn't really there Sometimes it is the spaces between music notes that… Continue reading blank space nothings

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phantom limb, mine

Today I lay in bed And watched the light outside my window fade Grey white clouds like wolf's fur So cold it felt like snow I hear my pack howling But I cannot get to them My brain or more accurately my meninges Ache and thud and ache My pia mater tells my arachnoid membrane… Continue reading phantom limb, mine

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for you, if

Nothing is ever truly silent Blocking out sound I still hear the hum of my own ears The bell tolling vibration of damage done Is this the same as fear Once the source is removed Is the echo of fright still felt Thrumming in my moth wing heart Is this the same as hate Remove… Continue reading for you, if

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the me I am

Hi... Maybe you can help me... Do you know where I am? Not where I am right now, but the me I am looking for? The me I am looking for is about my height. She is sort of like me in looks... maybe a little prettier. She is definitely less awkward. Her words do… Continue reading the me I am

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pretty little horrors

I want you to know something. I need you to know something... My feelings towards you are so strong. I want you to know that I think about you... I think about doing things to you... to your body... Bad things... Naughty things... Sometimes... I think about killing you... murdering you... taking the life from… Continue reading pretty little horrors

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Run away to the woods

Does anyone else feel like this some days? I used to, almost every fucking day... "what if I just ran away..." I mean technically, I did exactly that lol but I took my kidlets. But some days I just think about what it would be like to live in the woods somewhere. Secluded. Away from… Continue reading Run away to the woods

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Sway

My heels clack loudly down the isle of the grocery store as I ran through. Earbuds in my ears. My husband's voice telling me about his particularly shitty day at work. I hate to say, but I was only half paying attention. Not because I didn't care, but because I just wanted to buy food,… Continue reading Sway

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In a surprising turn of events…

So, a weird thing happened... This afternoon I get a message from my mother saying "call your brother about a duck" Err... okay!! Naturally, I couldn't call him quick enough because... what the actual fuck... bahahahahaha So, my brother is... a strange person. Coming from me, that says something. I won't get too much into… Continue reading In a surprising turn of events…

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Dream logic rambles

Ramble time... We have all had those moments: We wake from some kick arse dream and say to ourselves “Self, that kick arse dream would make a kick arse book.” So, we write that shit down on anything we can find on our bedside table. In the morning, sometime in the waking moments after coffee… Continue reading Dream logic rambles